We
all have people in our lives who rub us the wrong way, press our buttons, or
see the glass half empty about everything in life. This can be mentally,
emotionally and spiritually draining for everyone.
During the last 7 months I had a few
people in my life who fell into the above description. It was as if a black
cloud followed them everywhere they went. Everything in their lives (according
to them) was going wrong. They were swimming in trials, challenges and
struggles and their way of coping with it was to complain. It was everyone
else's fault - they were the victims.
Now being a positive person, I am
like a magnet. I attract these people into my lives unexpectedly. They come to
me wanting to vent, feel listened to, validated, justified, and uplifted.
I have always done my best to listen and be a shoulder to cry on.
Over time, it was starting to wear
on me. A negative energy seems to follow these people around and if around them
to long, that negative energy sucks the life right out of you. Because there
were a handful of these people I was spending time with, it was triple the
amount of negative energy and I began to feel stress, anxiety and exhaustion.
Now, I don't mind lending a helping
hand, listening ear or my time in general to those who are just going through a
tough moment. That's understandable and the Christ-like thing to do. Being
there for others often helps them through the tough moment and then they are
able to move onward and upward. However, the handful of people in my life were
not moving onward and upward they were stuck in a state of negativity and had
been for months, even since the day we had met.
Before I tell you my solution - I
want to describe the unhealthy aspects that these people had in common. Maybe you can relate to someone in your life.
- If you say 'what they want to hear' then you "love
them and you understand"
- If you say something they don’t want to hear but it’s
being truthful (even if in a loving manner) then you are not listening and
you do not understand which means you do not care.
- They frequently say, "I'm glad God is the final
judge and not me..." but they do judge by pointing out others'
wrongdoings or having offended them and then saying that those people are
going to have to face God's judgements. Is that not judging?
- They are passive aggressive. Saying and doing things to
get what they want or to get you to react the way they want.
- They are offended easily and worried that they are
being judged constantly.
- They analyze everything a person says even down to
their body language. To them, everyone has an alternate motive.
- They cannot seem to forgive and hold grudges. They
either say they have forgiven someone but clearly they have not, or they
say what that person has done does not warrant forgiveness and the Lord
will understand.
- When someone else repents of a wrongdoing - these
people cannot let that former action go. They constantly bring up what
that person did even if it was 20 years ago and that person has changed
their lives for the better.
- They are envious of others who have good lives and are
happy. They say it's not fair. "Why can't I have that? I'm a good
person. Why me?"
- They are selfish inwardly. On the outside they make
efforts to serve others in a self gratifying way as to point out to others
that they do in fact, serve. Yet they keep tally points. Keeping track of
who serves them and who doesn’t. Rather than focusing on others the focus
is on themselves. Always focusing on what people are or aren’t doing for
them to make their lives easier or better.
- They'd rather have someone do something for them than
show them how so they can do for themselves.
- When someone does something kind, they point out that
it could have been kinder. They emphasize what that person lacked in their
service.
- They don’t have any friends. Everyone is "out to
get them", has abandoned them or turned on them. They are
lonely.
- They want to always have a sense of control, in every
situation and in every relationship.
- They take on "stalker -like" qualities.
Wanting your attention several times throughout the day or week. If you
don't answer the phone, they continue calling and leaving messages asking
why you are not responding. Demanding that you call them right away. They
want to know where you have been and what you have been doing, to see if
your behaviors are justified.
- You feel the need to make excuses even when you
shouldn't have to. It's as though making an excuse somehow alleviates the
pressure and prevents them from becoming offended or angry. Yet, it makes
you become angry.
- Though you really were not avoiding these people when
you didn't answer the phone when they called (you just have a family to
take care of and other responsibilities in your life that take priority)
you now feel the desire to avoid them. You get a sick feeling in your
stomach when you see their name on your phone. You lose sleep and your
eating habits change. It becomes a hazard to your health.
I call these TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS. If
you are giving more than you are receiving it can be hazardous on your health
and your spirituality. If the cons outweigh the pros it's not worth maintaining
these relationships. Here's the solution.
The Savior taught us compassion but
he also taught us the importance of setting boundaries. He taught us that you
can still show love for someone but not for their behaviors. He threw over the moneychangers'
tables at the temple. Often he didn’t do what people
wanted him to do - especially those who expected miracles just to make life
easier. Whenever he did help other
people he expected them to do their part. For instance, even in Jesus’ miracles
he asked people to do something, usually something they felt they couldn’t do.
(The blind man had to walk a long way to get to the pool of Siloam to wash the
mud out of his eyes.)
We can and should be tolerant and
accepting of everyone, but this does not mean that we let others walk all over
us or try to control or manipulate us. We can still be kind to others but this
does not mean that we have to say "yes" to everything asked of us.
Someone once told me that if you say "no" with a smile on your face -
you can't go wrong.
Now, if this person is a family member or you have a special stewardship over them, then I do not agree in cutting off the relationship (unless there is physical violence involved). You will need to set boundaries with love - and stick to them.
In all other circumstances if you feel that you just need to
cut off a toxic relationship you can do so in a loving way. First, try setting
boundaries with this person. Let them know what is and is not okay. They need
to know. If they respect your boundaries things will work out. If they cross
the boundaries then you must be honest and upfront. Let them know this behavior
is not okay. A healthy relationship requires respect and love from both sides.
If one person is not respecting or showing love - there is no relationship. Be
honest with this person in a stern yet loving manner. If you are honest - you
should not feel guilty. How a person chooses to react to your honesty is their
choice and not your fault in any way.
Finally, pray for this person. Serving this person
through prayer will help you love and forgive them.
I had to clean up shop in my life
and set some of these boundaries. For some, they chose to be offended and
removed themselves from my life. I chose not to feel guilty but actually a
sense of relief. For others, they valued my friendship and gave me some space.
They knew that they could come to me anytime when they had something positive
to share but if they were having a pitty party they needed to be proactive find
another way to take care of it.
By treating people kindly in the way
we talk to them it becomes easier to say "No". After a while this
person will get used to hearing "no" from you and will move on to
someone who will tell them "yes".
It's important to serve and to love
others but if we let others overstep our boundaries, our capacity and desire to
love and serve can be drained. This can affect our families and our
testimonies. We shouldn't serve because others expect it, we should do so
because we choose to. God is not a God of force or manipulation, He is a God of
agency. By setting boundaries you can reserve your energy to continue serving
and loving all of God's children.
I say this in the name of Jesus
Christ amen.
